[ Note: If the jargon is confusing, check out the committee page at the ISO C++ site. Failing that, put requests for clarification in the comments and I’ll amend this post – end note ]
This was not the trip I was expecting.
Plans set in motion
I landed on the evening of Saturday March 10th and checked in to room 1234 (I was making password jokes all week), then spent Sunday combating jet lag, aided somewhat by the start of daylight-saving. I made my plans: I had two papers to present, P0059, concerning circular buffers, and P0267, concerning 2D graphics. The circular buffers paper formed part of the Tuesday evening session on new STL containers, and the 2D graphics paper formed part of the Wednesday afternoon session in LEWG. I decided to spend a day or so in LWG to hear some rhetoric about wording and learn more about the art of good writing for the standard, after which I would spend some time taking the temperature in LEWG before presenting P0267.
Right now, both library groups are processing fewer papers than they receive. There are 19 sessions of about two hours during each meeting, and LWG spent the first five sessions on P0214, Data-Parallel Vector Types & Operations (for the Parallelism TS), which defines some SIMD types. I was delighted to be in on this, and even offered to scribe but found it impossibly hard, unlike my stint in LEWG at Toronto. However, it was during the fourth of these sessions that I started to feel distinctly unwell.
This was Tuesday morning. The evening session was devoted to SG14 containers, which was my opportunity to relaunch my circular buffer paper. I struggled through and was given strong encouragement from the SG1 chair to re-present in Rapperswil in July. SG1 has yet to ship a concurrent container; indeed, there is no such thing in the standard yet. I approached the LEWG chair, Titus, after the evening session and remarked on my poor health; he graciously rescheduled me to Friday afternoon.
What on earth is happening to me?
I spent the next two days in my room, my mind an addled haze of incomplete trains of thought. I felt somewhat improved by Wednesday evening and attempted to join the Unicode evening session: however, Titus sensibly enquired if I was all better and suggested I return to my room if not and avoid infecting others. It was a hard position to argue against. As in Toronto, I attended through Standard C++ Foundation sponsorship and I felt somewhat embarrassed about sitting in my room and failing to contribute. Additionally I needed some stimulus, and I strongly had to resist misquoting Ming the Merciless from the opening of the Dino De Laurentiis remake of Flash Gordon: “Titus, I’m bored: what plaything do you have for me today?” However, sickness is not a kind thing to spread around a community with such a broad age range. One or two of the committee members, while still sharp as nails, are perhaps a little less robust in their years. I returned to my room, my room service and my dissolute meanderings.
Disaster struck when my travel kettle broke. A sick Englishman with no ready access to boiling water for tea is well known to create a mighty psychic depression the size of Buckinghamshire, reaching in to the dreams of those caught in its embrace and tainting them with despair. The room’s coffee facilities could not raise any sensible volume of water above about 85 degrees centigrade, and I was doomed to ingest many cups of insipid yet expensive tea: I bought 40 bags of Harrods Earl Grey No. 42 at Heathrow.
By Friday it was clear I was not going to be able to deliver my ‘A’ game. As the BSI caucus met for lunch in the bar I was still feeling pretty ropey. We got through business and I prepared for my session.
2D or not 2D? That is the question
My aim was to move the paper to LWG to publish a working draft, to prevent further miring and tweaking in LEWG and to give people something solid to write proposals against. I surmised this would free up LEWG time (each presentation of the paper consumes an entire precious session) and draw still more people to the project. An OS X backend was independently developed after my presentation at Meeting C++ just from the paper and the reference implementation, which I took as grounds to indicate that the paper’s development was sufficiently advanced. In addition, there were five years of strong encouragement from LEWG to pursue this course of action. I should of course point out that my co-author Mike McLaughlin completed the lion’s share of this work: I joined the project in late 2016, and it is he who generated this consensus.
However, it’s all down to who is in the room on the day. Everyone in the room gets a vote, and only they get a vote. As the session unfurled it became clear that the room wanted to address the very existence of the paper, rather than its quality or suitability for advance. Ultimately there was no consensus for any action and no advice on how to proceed beyond separating out some of the smaller parts like linear algebra and geometry. The minutes make slightly gruesome reading.
At first sight this treatment might seem unfair. What if it’s your first time at LEWG and you’re not familiar with the history of a proposal? What if you’re ideologically opposed to it even though the paper has been encouraged? You still get a vote? Yes, yes you do. If a proposal is popular and worthwhile then committee members will turn up to help defend it, and improve the numbers during the vote.
Hang on a minute
I left the session early and was joined by Michael Garland from Nvidia to discuss possible future directions and approaches. Perhaps I could offer it to Boost? Maybe we could send command strings to a canvas, browser style? As the session ended and I went in search of tea, I was greeted with commiseration and sympathy from all, detractors and supporters alike.
Suddenly, Roger Orr, who is the head of my National Body the BSI, appeared from nowhere along with Herb Sutter announcing their intent to go to LEWG and seek clarification on what had just been voted for. Herb reminded the group that strong consensus is required to change the status quo but also acknowledged that the process is stuck, and that there should be an evening session in Rapperswil on 2D graphics. Attendance may prove strength of interest and further input may put the process back on the right track.
Meanwhile I’m going to re-examine the component parts of the proposal. Linear algebra and geometry may make good standalone proposals. As a maturing English mathematician (apparently one of the most feared species in this part of the galaxy: just ask Isaac Newton or Stephen Hawking) the linear algebra section appeals most to me.
The evening session was the inaugural meeting of the newest Study Group, SG15, Tooling. This is a topic close to my heart as a lot of what I do in my job at Creative Assembly revolves around tooling. It was a full session and generated a formidable to-do list. As I indicated in my last post, dependency management and an ISO C++ repository are things I would like to see, but there were so many other reasonable and relevant demands.
Saturday morning shuffled into view. I packed and went to closing plenary, and took a seat at the back, feeling really quite peculiar. As the reports went on I struggled to sit upright, and as Titus started to report on LEWG I started to get quite worried. As he mentioned graphics I fainted. Amusingly, my neighbour thought I was silently passing commentary with comic effect so it took a while for him to realise something was most definitely up. Recovering somewhat, I hurled myself out of the adjacent door and again collapsed to the floor and tried to get into the recovery position. Someone dialled 911. After a few moments things became a little clearer and I could see quite a lot of people around me, particularly three of the officers of the Standard C++ Foundation and the chair of INCITS PL22.16, the US National C++ committee. There was concern and care on their faces, and I realised these are people I actually know. Paramedics appeared, took a spot of blood, measured my blood pressure, asked me questions, advised me to come with them, got me to sign a release form and disappeared with paramedic efficiency. I went back to the closing plenary for voting (my neighbour delightedly proxied for me since by now I was sitting on the floor, disinclined to get up), and business was completed at 12:00 precisely. That’s how we do things.
People wanted to be sure I was still OK, and chaperones were arranged for my return trip to London (nobody came from Brighton except me) – thanks Vittorio! Then some of us went for amazing Dim Sum at Timwah – so good I’m going to link to it here. One of our number drove me to the airport and made sure everything was OK. I left Jacksonville at 17:00.
As we were leaving the ground, I reflected on the committee. At heart, we’re a bunch of decent geeks who want to make the world a better place in the best way we can. We solve problems presented to us daily to achieve this, in small but regular increments. It scales well. The sympathy and respect I observed were part of this, and I know that I will be able to look everyone in the eye cheerfully next time we meet. Also, the committee did everything in its power to ensure my well-being and take good care of me. Health has to come first, not 1449 pages of language specification.
I would, just to be absolutely clear here, like to express my heartfelt gratitude for the response of the committee and its officers during my health incident. Organisations and individuals are defined by their conduct when things don’t go according to plan. Everyone showed themselves to be the right people to put your trust in. Particularly, I want to name Herb Sutter, John Spicer, Michael Wong, Chandler Carruth, Adam Martin and the chap who proxied my vote whose name I didn’t even ask for. Contact me in the comments and I’ll put that right. Thanks everyone. It really did feel like “The gang’s all here” when I started paying attention.
So, now what?
Well, I’m glad you asked.
- Immediately, I have an AI talk to co-present at ACCU with my colleague Duygu Cakmak. It will be her first time there. Do drop in and cheer her on. And me too if you can spare the energy.
- I’m going to write something for the post-meeting mailing about 2D graphics, my experience with the process and what I think remains to be done. It will be a ruminations paper rather than a proposal of anything concrete.
- I’m going to disinter the lock-free revision of P0059, the circular buffer paper, and start iterating with SG1.
- I’m going to work up a linear algebra paper for 2D graphics. I have a coauthor with additional experience in the field and I have several pages of wording to recycle.
- I’m going to continue maintaining the 2D graphics library implementation. I’m delighted to announce that the OS X implementation is alive and kicking thanks to the efforts of the new contributor mentioned above, Michael G. Kazakov. We’ll take a view after Rapperswil. Speaking of which…
- I’m going to attend the Rapperswil meeting. This hasn’t put me off the committee or the process at all. So, yeah, I’ll be back.